“It’s not sexy, it’s
sophisticated.” So says the Beat girl Ruby of one of her mother’s paintings in
The Beat on Ruby’s Street.
For a very long time, if
not for as long as I can remember, I wanted to be sophisticated. When I was
growing up I thought that meant wearing black a lot, having a cool job and
drinking wine every night.
I also thought it meant
impeccable taste in music, (somehow including the song The Lady is a Tramp) -- though the most sophisticated music of all to my mind
was always jazz. (Classical music is lovely and can be very cool, but only
because it’s unfashionable.)
I don’t exactly know
what sophisticated is these days, but I know I don’t make the cut for it, much
as I’d like to. I am just not as sharply defined as you need to be, I think, to
achieve sophisticated status.
I don’t drink wine every
day. I’m not emaciated, like the picture here, which was a costume sketch for a show I was in some years ago). I wear black but other colors too. My footwear is
usually abominable, like the Abominable Snowman or Belle’s boat sized boots in
the latest opening-song version of Beauty and the Beast.
Not that I’ve seen the
latest version.
I’m not sure
sophisticated people would love horror movies the way I do, either. They might
like cabarets, but it would have to be certain cabarets, dedicated to certain
kinds of moments on certain kinds of nights.
I suppose being
sophisticated is a little like being cool. (Dressing like the woman in the Madam X painting by John Singer Sargent wouldn't hurt, either). You know because of the way people
look at you or follow your lead, but I think it’s really about the things you
care about, and that can’t be taught.
Can it?
No.
More importantly, is it something to aspire to--and want your kids to be? The "right" answer is probably no, but I can't always want the right answer.
So, however incorrect it may be I
continue to believe that some day, some way, I really can improve my
sophistication score.
Might be in another
lifetime, but… I’ll still be trying.
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